If you want to live a specific life, you must first explore your mind to find the thoughts you want. Because you’ve been thinking you want the things you see with your eyes…the things you hear others talk about.
You may very well want those things, but you may also not. Your eyes, nor your ears, nor your physical experience can tell you what you truly want. They can only show you what you don’t want to experience. To find the things that you truly want to experience, you can only explore your mind…and see for yourself.